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Hi, I'm Ella and I love eagles.
Oh, and I'm 19. 24/09/1991.

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Not to say that I'm broken, just a new perspective.

Friday, April 29, 2011

It'll be pretty cliche of me to say that if you really love someone, it has to show.

...Talking to each other the whole day.

...Sending sugar-coated messages to one another every now and then.

...Meeting up every chance possible.

...Checking up just to make sure he/she's thinking of you.

...Asking what he/she's up to, just so that you know more of him/her than anyone.

No, that's not how I look towards relationships anymore.

If you really love someone, you just...have to feel it.

When he starts walking beside you, make sure to chase for his hand.
When he has a performance, be his #1 fan.
When he tells you that he wants to be alone, be patient.
When he says that he's scared and confused, hold his hand tight and never let go.
When he pushes you away, understand that he's not doing it to hurt you.
When he makes mistakes, learn to listen and forgive.
When he's busy, know that you never leave his mind and trust that it's true.
When he's lost faith, stand by his side until he regains himself.
When he's having temper, stfu and kiss him.

That's what love means to me.

And know that I only do it for you.

9:42 PM

im a motherfucking monster

Saturday, April 16, 2011

I did say I was gonna go back to blogging.

But I never said I'll update on a daily basis. =3

But before anything, I have more videos to share.

I suck, but whatever.

I'm actually pretty brain dead right now, so I'll keep this short.

And sweet.

And sugar-coated like a man's word. #hatin'

THURSDAY WAS FRESHMAN ORIENTATION PARTY MOTHERFUCKERS.

Okay, the "motherfuckers" was unnecessary.

I just thought I'll make it sound dope that way.

Cos...you know. I'M DOPE. B]

And as the master of dopeness, I have a few things to teach you un-dope earthlings.

I'll say the word one more time: Dope.

"OMG LET'S JUMP AROUND AND SPLASH OUR SWEAT TO OTHER PEOPLE."

Gay fuckers, you don't jump when you dance.

You motherfucking move your body and swag.

"OMG HOW ABOUT WE HOLD EACH OTHERS SHOULDERS AND MAKE A TRAIN."

Douchebag, if you wanna make a train join a kid's party.

And throw fucking confettis on one another.

Paint each others faces, stick your face to a clean paper and paste it on your wall.

Yeah, that's fun.

Chill pill.

Okaaaaay, but overall I guess it was fun.

I got to see and dance with plenty of my long lost friends.

Freak, Rifat, Syaq, Khairil, Arina, Kitty, Duwi, Danial, and many more. <3

Finally got everyone together. =3

Boyfriend's busy at camp now.

Haven't talk to him since last night. :(

I can't wait to see that goofball next week.

He owes me se---, I mean dinner. <3

Kyle: Khit theung khon maak.
Me: WTF? What does that even mean?
Kyle: Figure it out. Hahaha.
Me: (GOOGLE TRANSLATE) Oh, hahaha. I miss you too. <3
Kyle: I was on the mrt beside someone carrying a translator. And it was on "love". xD
Me: OMG YOU KEPO LITTLE BOY HAHAHA.

Cute? Very. HAHAHAH.

4:49 PM

talk about dead

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

I'm still in shock that I'm back to blogging.

But guess what?

Okay, I don't really have anything for you to guess.

I just like to mess with you.

HAHAHAHA FUCK I AM SO BACK BITCHEZ.

I'm not really the type of person that talks about how my day went with who.

I just like talking about people and how ridiculously important they are in my life.

And how school always finds a way to screw with me.

Speaking of which, next week's officially the first day of my Year 3.

I'm an old hag, I know. D:

In a year, I'll be graduating and taking my degree at NAFA.

But that's all in God's will. ♥

So, first thing's first.

HAHAHA OKAY I SUCK.

Couldn't find my voice in the middle of the performance.

We were suddenly called out infront 30mins before the arranged timing.

So yes, I was kinda caught off-guard.

Like sex without protection.

Condoms are essential.

Okay wtf, this always happens to me.

Sidetracking the conversation into something way beyond random.

Like jello.

I like jello. ♥

YOU SEE.

Fuck, I'm such a douchebaggery little earthling.

But I gotta admit, I missed doing this.

Screwing people's head. Making them laugh over the stupidest things.

Aaah yes, this is the life.

Anyway, shoutout to all the people I love.

Especially to my one and only baby. ♥

8:04 PM

One month pregnant...NOT.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Since someone here's complaining that I don't update my blog anymore.
I'M BACK, BITCHES. ♥

Okay, there is seriously way too many stories to tell.
Butyeah, I'm not a douche to tell you every single one.
Unless you want this post to be an exception?
But naaaah, I'm not a red-head bitch named Hayley.

Soyeaaaaaaaah.
Since my last post, 2010 has left officially left us all.
THAT ONLY MEANS ONE THING: 2011.

Duh. :O

Hmmm, my December Holidays was pretty much with my family.
I got pretty fucked up because of them a lot of times during that period too. Sigh.
Nevertheless, I still love every single one. ♥♥♥

New Year's Eve.
Had our cousins and our Aunt over at our place for dinner. ♥

My cousin and my brother acting all geeky. -..-

My mother and my aunt.... DOUBLE -..- I tell you, Hahahaha.

Love. ♥

Near Year's Day.
Had dinner at Fairmont Hotel,
then we headed to Marina Bay Sands Hotel for drinks at KuDeTa Bar. ♥

Stationed Horizon's doing pretty good too.
Not much time for jamming sessions lately though, but we're still kickin' it.
Studying. Balling. Swimming. Drinking. Towning. Singing. Guitar...ing.

School's been pretty tight... :|
In a not-in-a-good-way kind of TIGHT. D:
Submissions here and there, I'm close to going nuts! Huhuhu.

=> MP: CMF Board (Feb9)
=> DI: Air Video (Feb15)
=> EDS: Milan Air Project (Feb18)
=> XDM: Documentation (feb18)
=> HTD: Fashion Board (Feb21)

Welcome to my unfortunate life, bitches.
What's worse, we don't even get holidays afterwards.
WE GET A MOTHERFUCKING INTERNSHIP ATTACHMENT.
Atleast I get to be 500bucks richer every end of the month.
That's just as cool as getting laid for the 500th time.
Now, that's dope. 8D
Weeeeeeell, unless you get infected with HIV.

Happy thoughts, fuck.

BOYFRIEND.

(Ignore the girl on the left, I don't even know her.)
Dontchye agree that he looks so much better when he was a little fatter?
GRR, I wish I can just have him on his singlet all day long. HAHAHA.
I will never share his abs and muscles with anyone. Hehehe. 0:]

Okay fuck, my blog post is really long.
TILL NEXT TIME, BITCHES.
In another month, maybe. Hehehe. ♥♥♥

By the way, I'm flying to Phuket tomorrow evening.
Won't be back till Monday evening.
So I'll miss all of you, especially my baby boy. :(
Nevertheless, I wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year! ♥

1:40 AM

stationed horizon

Monday, December 27, 2010

Here I go again, losing my interest in blogging.
I gotta get myself back on track!

So I'm currently behind updates for 2 weeks now.
Many things has happened since then, good AND bad.
Butyeah, ofcourse I'll skip the bad parts. ;]
Be prepared to be spammed with photos. HEHEHE. ♥

A day after my last update, Syai and I made covers in the studio.
Yeah, we were pretty musically ON that day, so we did TWO. HAHAHA.
One was Grenade, and the other one was Forget You.
Here's one to share. ♥

Last Dec 15 was also my mom's birthday. ♥♥♥
I personally designed a birthday card for her,
and my sister helped me buy the pretty bouquet of flowers. ♥
Ofcourse my mom loved it just as much as we did. HEE. :D

On the 17th was my first internship interview.
It was for Immedius Press under the publishing of CHIC Magazine.
Apparently, I didn't get in 'cos they haven't called me back yet. D:
I'm fucking depressed now, cos I'm hopeless on getting into a good company.
Sigh, I guess good things are not meant for me. *draws circles on the wall*

Last Tuesday, I went for some delicious prata near Zakk's place with Co.
Afterwhich, we had beers at Liquid Kitchen because FUCKYEAHWELOVEBARS.
Serangoon Gardens have always looked sexy, I must say. ♥

Last Wednesday till Thursday, I worked with the BFFs at Bendemeer Sec.
I guess this was my karma for dissing with Popular people. -..-
When I saw my boss wearing the Popular uniform, I was like "AWH SHIT o.o".
HAHAHA. All along I thought I was just gonna sell textbooks for secondary school kids.
I've been Punk'd. Hahahaha.
Nevertheless, it was still fun cos I worked with my fun peeps. ♥
Plus, I got 50bucks richer at the end of the week. Hehehe. ;D

On Wednesday, I also had a Sakura buffet dinner with the most awesome people evuh. ♥
After the dinner, all of us gained 5KG cos we ate for 2hrs straight. (Y)(Y)(Y)
LOLOLOL, We are food whores. x))

On Thursday, I went to shisha and jam with the BFFs.
The most epic shit happened when we took the 125 bus.
LOL, we made one whole round around Singapore for one hour,
only to end up a few blocks away from where we first boarded the bus. xD
UNfuckingFORGETABBLE.

Oh...and apparently our band's now called the Stationed Horizon.
It has a pretty cheesy story behind it too. Hahahaha.

Saturday was Christmas, so...
BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU!!!
Had a very fun reunion dinner at my house with my aunt and cousins.
It was great to see them all again. ♥
Awesome feast...with the home-made fajitas, baked macaroni, turkey, ham and ALCOHOL. x)
It was definitely a very merry christmas. ;D

I miss my boyfriend. :(

I haven't seen him for three days now.
And tomorrow may just be the fourth. D:

1:56 AM

gone nuts on a bumhole

Monday, December 13, 2010

Been bored out of my wits since holidays kicked in.
So look at what I drew on Illustrator. xD

I AM EMO LOL.

And lolwtf, look at my tagboard.
Infested with muhfacken spammers. -..-

So it's been exactly a week since my last update.
Can't recall everything that happened since then.
I only remember settling my 40fucking7 pages of Studio Documentation.
And Syai pretending to be my boyfriend because Malay guys were giving me the eye. xD

I've also finally settled my Design Portfolio.
It looks sexy like me. ;]

Yeah, I designed my own cover page cos I didn't wanna flickr down an image.
I submitted that same graphic for my MP platform design last term. Heh.
Zakk thought it was cute. Kyle laughed at it. -..-
I THINK IT'S NICE SO SHUT UP. Roar angry.

So far I've sent my portfolio to 7 different companies. We have,
1. Geseho, Project Dress Code
2. Textile and Fashion Federation
3. CreativeBITS
4. Zoko Fashion
5. Hueblooms, Fashion Magazine Printing
6. Immedius Press, CHIC Magazine
7. FJ Benjamin (under Banana Republic, Gap, Guess and La Senza)

Immedius is already setting an interview for me this week.
IMMA BE WORKING IN A FASHION MAGAZINE OHYEAH.
But I'm still hoping to work with Retail Fashion instead. Sigh.
FJ Benjamin replied me with this,

"Thank you for taking the time to submit your application.

You will be contacted by our Human Resource Divison in the event that we
are able to match your individual skills and experience with the position
you have applied for, or with any positions we have open either now or in
the future.

We wish you every success in your career."


LIKE WTF. Confirm no hope liaoz. D:
Though, I still have my hopes with Geseho, TAFF and Zoko. *crosses fingers and toes*

OKAY POSITIVE FUCKING THOUGHTS.
Uh, wait. That didn't come out right. o.o


Last Wednesday, Kyle took me out on a date. Hee. ♥
He took me out for dinner and a movie at Vivo.
Then we spent the rest of the night at the Sky Garden laughing at a muhfacken Indian wannabecool.
He stood right infront acting all cool, doing stupid ZoukOut-standard moves.
I wanted to push Kyle to him and have a dance-off sia.
OMG IMAGINE HAHAHAHA. My boyfriend's got the spotlight. xD

Last Friday was also our 2ND MONTH. ♥♥♥
HE DAMN IRRITATING.
(calls at 11am) 
Kyle: Good morning, baby.
Me: Good morning.
Kyle: Time to get up! We need to go school now.
Me: Ughhhh... 10 more minutes.
Kyle: Look out your window now.
Me: I know what you're trying to do. Making me look out the window to force
me to get off my bed. It won't work.
Kyle: No seriously, look out your window.
Me: DONT WANNA.
Kyle: Please?
Me: UGHH FINE. *looks out the window*

And there he was...
Standing at my lobby being all cute and all, holding a pair of roses. o.o ♥
Since he came very unexpectedly, he caught me in my morning face with my PJs on. -..-
He waited an hour plus for me to finish preparing before we left the house together.
Left my camera with him for the whole day while I settled my submission.
And then all these pictures came up. o.o


We were both busy with school stuff, so we only managed to celebrate after 9pm.
So little time left, so I had to cab home just to make the night longer.
Worth. Every. Penny.

11:07 PM

Fuck this shit.

Monday, December 6, 2010

Ella.♥ | pigtails and tattoos . says:
i need you to write my write-up for me.

.: Flou :. says:
Can I say how your boyfriend inspired you?

Ella.♥ | pigtails and tattoos . says:
hehehehehe
i shy!

.:Flou :. says:
...
Bullshit. xD
Ok, let me do it now.

Ella.♥ | pigtails and tattoos . says:
yay!

.: Flou :. says:
The Fire VS Wind theme was an idea that I thought up of when I saw my boyfriend's younger brother hold a windmill. It inspired me to use it for my mobile, but I didn't figure it would move because it would be indoors until my boyfriend gave me the idea of using fire. And it was a great idea. So I rewarded him with awesome sex.
xDDD

Ella.♥ | pigtails and tattoos . says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
KYLE BEHAVE YOURSELF.
hahahahahaha

Mommy, my boyfriend's getting kinky.
I'm scared.

HAHAHA okay stop it. xD

So I just had one of my worst weekend ever.
I don't even wanna talk about it, really.
Let's just say my project kinda fucked me hard, alongside with Erik.
No, scrap that. Erik could fuck himself.

Soooo, I would wanna do my Documentation now.
But I'm seriously not in the mood to do anything school-related at the moment.
TOO PEKCEK.
Spell that: P-E-K-C-E-K.
Pekcek.
Don't know what that means?
PAQYU BEETCHEZ.

Omg I'm totally losing my mind here.
I'm typing what's on my mind in an impulse so I would eventually laugh at this later.
....
....
....
Okay now my mind's blank wtf. o.o

I can't believe you're still reading this. HAHAHA.
If you are, then OMG I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU MAKE ME JIZZ. ♥

Lemme share with you guys some of the photos we took this week.
Start off with me and Naz going bonkers on our Studio work:

OUR STUDIO PRESENTATION!
Lemme hear you say sexyyyy.
We worked on this for 7weeks, so we deserve the A++.
I had to force myself to work with Grace for this, so...
Uhhh...don't ask. -..-

Mobile submission.
A 7weeks project we squeezed in 3days.
Cos we badass like that. *purses lips*

Rhino autocad that fucked my life real bad.
MY WEEKEND WAS STOLEN FROM ME BECAUSE OF THIS.
I didn't get drunk last Saturday night cos I was busy doing this shit. D:

Okay I wanna go live my life now thnxbai. ♥♥♥

11:49 AM